Today I wrote a story

I remember that face, but I cant recall her name. It feels like it never happened. As if it only exists in a past where dreams overflows into some reality shit. I remember that she stretched out her arms, just standing there in the rain. And with all the raindrops that fall down her hair while she tried to smile. I remember the pain in her dark blue eyes, as if I saw my own death or something.She tried to whisper a few words, but the sound of her voice was too weak for me to hear what she was trying to say. She sounds like a story with an endless end, and without that I never could understand what is was about. I felt a strong relief from a body I never had felt belonged to me, like I was someone else, not wanted to be in my own body. I was not longer stuck in my own head, because I was no longer alone. The fear was gone and so was the darkness behind the trees. Life isn`t about what happens to us, it`s how we perceive it. That I understood that day. People change you know and friends you tought you have, they leave, they just leave and sometimes they dont even say goodbye. But life doesn`t stop for anybody because you no longer have everyone you love and ever loved in your life anymore. I belive that everything happens for a reason, even you and I. Things can go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they`re right. Sometimes you even belive in lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. I remember that day I saw her face. I had really lost myself, but found my way back trough her. I was so afraid, but still I wanted to take that road to see if I would learned from it. I dont know if it was her or the road that brought me back to where I supposed to be, but unaware that I could fly without wings, I sang the words about dark curtain that shadowed our way in the dark and how we loved and danced in the quiet moments, before the past brought us back to where we once were! “Never look back” I try to tell myself every day, and actually you have no choise than to do just that. To move on and to see life’s true values so you can embrace all the beautiful moments that comes your way! That is what life is about…